Funny how people try to bring you down. Ignore them, they just want and wished they had the attention ! Haha
Funny how people try to bring you down. Ignore them, they just want and wished they had the attention ! Haha
A fucking failure. Cried my eyes out infront of my date cause we didn’t make it on time and couldn’t go inside for the ending… Whatever. I was fuckin pissed cause I spent $200 for nothing. Fuck it..
So prom is today… My head fucking hurts cause I got no sleep lastnight… I’m stressed . I just wanna drannnnk & some pills
Then my life would’ve been perfect.
We argue, honestly, my love for you fades… But that’s just me… How I’ve always been with guys.
Why I don’t get into relationships. Cause then they’ll end up being relationshits. Not all the time but that’s how it usually goes. Damn, sometimes I feel like I’ve had enough. I remember why i was single before now. Because I didn’t wanna deal with all the bullshit…. The crying, the broken heart and everything. I just wanna bawl right now but I can’t. I wanna stay strong. That’s all I wanna do, is stay strong. It’s been a while since I was in a relationship. It was fun and good at first, but once the arguing starts, I get so irritated and frustrated with it. Fuck. Idk where this is going. I don’t wanna hurt, I just want that feeling if being wanted. Damn. I just wanna fucking party, smoke, drink till my problems go away. When things aren’t going the way you want them to, sometimes you just wanna quit… Butyou just gotta keep going.
MESSAGE TO MYSELF:
Keep your head up, don’t ever let anything get you down or get in your way of succeeding. Keep pushing through life, sooner or later things WILL get better. You just have to keep going in order to get that happiness. Don’t ever let that chin of yours drop! Don’t let tears fall from your eyes unless it’s for a really good reason. You are a beautiful, strong lady. Be independent, be you! Do you.
I got to finally see babe. It was a good feeling. I was nervous but it wasnt awkward at all. Only the part when he had to come in the house and meet the whole family cause my mom was being a butt and not letting us out. -_- Finally my dad came home and let us go out. I was gonna meet his parents but it wasn’t a good time. Idk, I love him but I feel weird. Maybe cause this is actually happening and i just dont wanna get hurt. Well idk I just feel weird. Sometimes you just have to go all in and see what happens. And that’s what ima do. My family were saying he wasn’t the best looking, but I love his personality. His personality makes him such a handsome person. Let’s just see what will happen next…
I guess I’m not going to LA. Fuck, then I’m always gonna out or some shit. I don’t wanna be stuck at home, that’s for sure.
Think that keeping me hostage at home is going to keep me from doing bad. NO. Im a teenager, we’re young, dumb and curious. Yes, I know whats right from wrong but I’d probably still do it out of curiousity and for some fun; yes, I do know whats too much or if I am crossing the line and such. &…
Agree.
